Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Mini Breakdown

So, I had a temp drop yesterday. Plugged it into FF and my crosshairs got taken away.
I just couldn't DEAL with another annovulatory cycle. I take a medication that makes me feel sick EVERYDAY (metformin), I take another one that makes me feel shitty 5 days out of my cycle and gives me hot flashes (Clomid), and then I take one that makes me fucking crazy after the first two don't work so I can get my period (Provera)

ALL of that, and my damn body won't cooperate. I am so frustrated. Out of the 11 months we have been trying I've had the opportunity to get pregnant ONCE... ONCE!!!

I'm over it. I just don't care anymore.(lie)

I can't wait to get to the RE next Friday and get some answers

1 comment:

  1. Aww I'm so sorry hon :( FF can really mess with you. I can't wait to hear what the RE says, I hope there is a plan coming! ::hugs::